yogen wants to hear ur cr

pictured: you, talking about what ur character thinks of someone else
step 1: post with your characters
step 2: respond to others with the characters you have CR with (or not, i aint gonna stop you)
step 3: get all the details on how their characters feel about yours!
step 4: return da favor?
i havent made one of these in a while it ok
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is it weird when the guy you tried to kill becomes one of the few people who seems to accept the person you are, faults and all? i think i expressed it a bit in recent tags how much sara's initial dislike of komeada meant she didnt care if she acted ugly or cruel towards him...so he ended up being one of the few people she can share her doubts with and drop the responsibility she talks up most of the time. he's been nice and listened to a lot of very intimate fears of hers, so she really cant keep that dislike or projection up anymore. sorry man, he's gotten himself into a friendship situation by accident...she's getting a better idea of who he actually is?
her current opinion of komeada is that he is very strange and doesn't always make sense but he cares a lot and wants to help in his own way. Sara considers him very...kind? even if his kindness is strange and she wants him to stop doing violent things. its not for his own gratification or a game of ideals he's playing...he really does have a human heart like everyone else. she's afraid to lose someone like him to his own plotting or strange thoughts. she'd like to bonk him on the head hard enough all his self hate and obsession with hope fixes itself!! but she'll settle with trying to fret over him as much as she can.
midori...well sara is really afraid of him, she only knew him for a day but he was awful to her. at least all her time at this school has fortified her against him arriving again!! she's come to accept most of the things he said to her that were really traumatizing were true...which isn't great for her self esteem but it does mean she can stand up to him better? the fact that killing him felt awesome still bothers her, but its something to cling to, thinking about how pathetically he begged her when he died. she refuses to be the underdog to him again! she has a murder to solve, she doesn't have time to be toyed with! so i'd sum it up to fear covered by a healthy dose of indignant hate and a liiitttle bloodlust to kill him again. that would solve all her problems, but she cant be the person she wants to be and go down to his level...sigh.