noooo
I still have to give Helena the book, look forward to it
but anyways, Helena is someone Keigo loves in a "I feel safe and at peace just sitting next to this person" way, like it's warm and comfortable and they don't have to worry about anything. vs their cr with a lot of other characters where they're all trying so hard to show them new things and give them new experience and they're so so grateful for that but also, it can get exhausting, so they like quiet moments where they can read or study and just be and feel like that's okay too. Helena making them that slate to learn braille with was something they cherished a lot, because first of all it made writing in braille a thing for only the two of them! which means they're special!! but also bc they like learning new things and want to hear Helena's stories too and even if it's scary you have to share your stories because that's the point. thinking a lot about that conversation in particular, and learning about the ribbon, and that one tag in the mission where you wrote Helena wanted to give them something physical to hold onto, something tangible that isn't just words, and I feel that a lot